Wiring

In hindsight there are both external and internal events that determine the way and intensity with which you execute or feel.

Born with a rare genetic disorder and growing up with the possibility of early death wired a time constraint processing of the world in me. Constant exploration and insatiable curiosity are some of the deeply rooted artifacts since early childhood.

Additional reinforces of a clock ticking was connection to other disabled individuals. All of the sudden a capable, smart kid with whom you had shared memories - dies. Be it or the girl that couldn't make it to her school graduation - such events creates a special toll on the mind and part of processing includes honouring by being and doing more.

Despite these circumstances, the hand of the clock gets really quiet, almost silent if you do things with intensity. No matter if it is work or love, if you do it fully it is almost like you are getting into a tunnel where everything else blurs. So you better do it fully.

Won't follow every wire. It's too much and some are not even visible. And the hardware is not perfect but it works - for now.

Look the clock is not even ticking.